Life isn't easy..just putting it out there.
Sometimes I feel like giving up, but then i come to realize that there is a person who loves me and will be with me through everything. His name is Jesus!
I have to admit, a year ago, even a few months ago, i wanted to give up. I kinda did for awhile, because life was "too hard," or that is what i thought. It was my first year of public school, and i got involved with a not so good group of people. Don't get me wrong, they were awesome and sweet people, but they did not encourage me in my walk with God. They more like discouraged me. They swore all the time, and i got caught up in that, and i was the one with the filthy mouth. I never drank, but at some time, i was tempted to. My life was not right. My life was without God. I tried to ignore him, and to think that other things would make my happy. They didn't. They made me even more unhappy. I always put on a fake smile. It was a scary life. I felt like nothing was fair, that my parents didn't treat me the way they should, in other words, giving me everything i wanted. It didn't work that way, and now i am glad.
Anyways, Then summer came along and i went to Silver Birch for Trax, it was a week of camp. Everything changed. I realized that i needed God. I needed to give my all to Him. He loves me and has a plan for me. I needed him!
I now realize that without God, my life is noting. I love him, and i am trying my best to obey and to love him. He will be with me through all my pain, trials, and also the great things. In EVERYTHING i do, i should do it for HIM!
Goodbye to the old self...THIS is my new attitude and my new self!
I lay down my plans, my future, my hopes and dreams...my EVERYTHING to you JESUS!!! :)
I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.
(Philippians 4:13)
