Days like these....

Sometimes i just want to curl up with a blanket and my comfy clothes and just listen to music and drown the world out.. Drown out all the worries and doubts and what hurts most. Sometimes I don't want to face the world. I want to put everything aside and forget about it. But then I remember, it doesn't work like that. I know at theses times that i just need to rely on God to get me through, but that is the hardest part. Letting go. Sometimes you just have to face the rain. Even if it hurts more than anyone can imagine. God has a plan for each day. Every pain comes with a purpose! Trust that God knows what He is doing. Always! :]

Giving My All.....

Life isn't easy..just putting it out there.

Sometimes I feel like giving up, but then i come to realize that there is a person who loves me and will be with me through everything. His name is Jesus!

I have to admit, a year ago, even a few months ago, i wanted to give up. I kinda did for awhile, because life was "too hard," or that is what i thought. It was my first year of public school, and i got involved with a not so good group of people. Don't get me wrong, they were awesome and sweet people, but they did not encourage me in my walk with God. They more like discouraged me. They swore all the time, and i got caught up in that, and i was the one with the filthy mouth. I never drank, but at some time, i was tempted to. My life was not right. My life was without God. I tried to ignore him, and to think that other things would make my happy. They didn't. They made me even more unhappy. I always put on a fake smile. It was a scary life. I felt like nothing was fair, that my parents didn't treat me the way they should, in other words, giving me everything i wanted. It didn't work that way, and now i am glad.

Anyways, Then summer came along and i went to Silver Birch for Trax, it was a week of camp. Everything changed. I realized that i needed God. I needed to give my all to Him. He loves me and has a plan for me. I needed him!

I now realize that without God, my life is noting. I love him, and i am trying my best to obey and to love him. He will be with me through all my pain, trials, and also the great things. In EVERYTHING i do, i should do it for HIM!

Goodbye to the old self...THIS is my new attitude and my new self!

I lay down my plans, my future, my hopes and dreams...my EVERYTHING to you JESUS!!! :)

I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.
  
(Philippians 4:13)

Turn Back a Million Times....

Do you feel like you want to just run away? You want to run and never stop. Get away from the world, your trouble, your worries..

There is someone who loves you and cares for you! His name is Jesus! He came down to this earth as a child, born in a manger. He grew up and the thing is, he knew that one day he would die. How would you like to know all the time you were living, that when you grew up, you were going to be persecuted? Well he did, and he excepted it BECAUSE He loves us sooo much! He is here to take all your pain away and to heal your hurt and to love you! Jesus loves you so much! :D

Babies....

Well, I am waiting and waiting....

You might ask why..well i am going to have a new nephew!

Yep...that's right. My sister is having a baby!!

Keep her and Jake and the baby in your prayers! :)

GO Pack GO

It's time for some football!

It's another year of a Superbowl except that the PACKERS are in it! We are so going to dominate the Steelers. Wohoo! Let's go Pack! :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! :) Blessings to all this time of year!

A thing called Christmas...

I am very excited for Christmas. Not just because of gifts, (which is very nice too) but because of all the fun times you have. With family, and friends. Somehow, out of all the holidays there are, I remember Thanksgiving and Christmas the most. That time of year when everything is busy, and also getting to stay up late all the time. :D I love Christmas...:)

These are the things that inspired me today..:D